STORM

                     "Sometimes the weather against  your way no matter how hard you tried"

Sometimes at some point in our life there is a time that everything is against our way, everything seems not alright. This is what I am currently undergone for the past days and weeks. I have lost and I was disappointed for what just happen from the past. It felt like the world is too unfair, no matter how hard you tried, no matter how hard you strived to understand everything, it just ends like you have lost what you are built and care for. Trust was lost!.

Some people says “everything happens for reason” would you believe in that? - my answer is a big hell NO! people just says that to give comfort to themselves for whatever bad happens to their lives. There is no such things as happens for reason, we live by choice, every step we take and every decision we make is by our choice and the universe works randomly. God give us a gift of instinct to nurture and care the life He gave to us, now its up to us how we handle it and which way we should take. I am not a church goer but I am a believer.

There are a lots and lots of question in my mind that I am trying to unfold but seems that it is hard to decrypt. It is hard for a question left unanswered, unresolved and unaccepted. Yes of course we are NO God not to forgive. BUT why on earth its hard to accept everything, maybe since I’d never expect things happen and even in my worst nightmare because of TRUST and a GREAT believe And those GREAT! are just wasted and broken.

I hope someday I will learn to accept and understand the things that is beyond my expectation..

Written by              : Allen Montejo

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